I dont feel alright.
And plus plus, this is the O levels season. And yet Im playing the computer and slacking away. I had enough of studying and I have absolutely no confidence in my results.
I dont know how to put my thoughts into words.
So confused in everything I do.
I feel so hopeless and depressed everyday for no reason and even flare my temper at my family members.I lost my interests in reading. My latest hobby is to sit at a corner of the room and stare at the ceiling. It's crazy, really. I know I should not do this, but Im also at loss why am i doing such things to my loved ones. It's like, i cant even control my thoughts now. I think im going nuts, really.
-in the state of paranoia-
dun said the following on 05-11-06 09:31
you\'re online now? got exams tmw right? go study! now, don\'t procratinate =P
Yashiro97 said the following on 05-11-06 09:46
It is normal to be stressed with exams but you must know why. Maybe your expectations are too high or you did badly in some subjects? If you are having problems with your studies you should seek help from your teachers or friends. It is all right to express anger but please don\'t do that by being hot tempered. It hurts your loved ones you know. So glad that you are blogging because it is a good way of venting one\'s frustration. It is much healthier this way. Just say sorry to your family members. I am sure they will forgive, help, encourage and support you de, take care.